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akhir yea aq bka g blog ku nie...
sbnr yea mlz wha aq mw bka nie...
tp d sebabkan hati nie x tahan sua..t'paksa larh aq bka..
coz aq x taw maw luah dgn sapa ??? so aq luah kat blog nie jak larh...

urmmm...ntah larh perasaan ku nie bha...makin hri makin laen plak aq rasa...aq pun xtaw juak...
perasaan ku nie terumbang ambing sua... kejap ckp don't give up...kejp g cakp forget it...
ntah larh...aq pun naik muak juak sua dgn dri ku nie....bgos lg aq xda sua d dunia nie...mgkn happy semua org 2 klu aq mati...aq taw juak bha...sapa larh wha aq nie....
aq x snggup sua mw hidup..0MG...coz hri2x aq dpt rasakan yg semakin ramai org benci kan...semua org bencikan aq sua...harp2x larh family ku msh sayang kan aq g... tp kn...aq taw kawan2x ku makin benci dgn aq...naik muak dgn aq..adeii...urmmm..benci larh dgn aq klu e2 yg kmu maw...apa aq blh bwat kan kalau kmu mw benci aq..aq bkn sapa2x pun utk halang kmu........biar pun kmu x ckp trus terang dgn aq...aq taw juak wha..coz aq dpt rasakan...dri gayak kmu,prckpn,sms kmu.....aq sedia maklum sua......hahahhaha....aq xda kawan sua...coz semua kawan ku makin MUAK + + BENCI dgn aq....
just through it ALIE....aq trima ya allah klu ini larh ujian mu utk aq....aq trima...tp jangan larh uji hamba mu ini dugaan yg lebh berat lg....
urmmm...to the person that i love so...huh~ aq taw juak bha ko pun bencikan aq kan.....makin muak kan dgn perangai minta puji ku nie + + sengaja utk cri perhatian...aq taw wha ko xska dgn aq....aq taw sua..... aq slalu maw ingat kta2x nie...BUAT SEHABIS BAIK,SELAGI MASIH BOLEH....DON'T GIVE UP....ahhhh....kata2x 2 mcm xda sua dgn aq...yg ada dgn aq skrg nie....YOU FAILED..X SEMUA YANG KT INGINKAN JD KENYATAAN....huh.....klu ko maw benci aq..benci larh....aq taw aq nie bodoh p kejar2x kwu...aq x trima org yg inginkan aq coz aq maw setia & tggu kaw....tp...aq taw ko x blh bwat apa yg aq inginkan kn....urmmmm..biar larh...aq snggup trima apa yg org ckp dgn aq semata2x utk kwu...
sory larh kpd girl yg aq tolak kmu 2 yea....sory byk2x....aq taw knp aq bwat bg2 dgn kmu....aq jak yg taw...only my self know it....
now..i try to forget she.....but i can't coz she really mean to me !!!! skrg aq putus asa sua dgn dri ku... urmmmm..biar larh ko x ska dgn aq..benci dgn aq..muak dgn aq...aq terima juak 2....tp aq x blh buang kwu dri hidup ku...biar larh aq yg menanggung derita x mw lupakan kwu...
skrg aq rela kan ko coupl dgn org yg ko ska...asal kan ko bahagia..... aq x kesah semua 2 sua...yg pntg aq maw ko taw yg aq x prnh menyesal dpt knl + cinta dgn kwu...sory k coz love u.....just ignore me from your life..!!!! huh~

Akhir yea...aq dpt juak lepaskan di sini....nasb ada blog nie utk aq luahkan perasaan ku nie......
urmmmm..ALIE...life must go on k...
♥ Just You + Me ♥